CHANGE OF PLANS!instead of going to peninsula to get black skinnys, kim and i went to east coast park to roller blade! today was
super eventful,
and somehow thats actually a very bad thing.
its amazing how people can bear to do certain things. like
embarrassing themselves.
someone even stalked us.
naive enough to think that hiding behind a tree would hinder our view of him.
even more naive to think that we don't know what he's actually doing.
got us a bit freaked out, but lost him after the trip to the girl's toilet.
and boy, "AYE!" isn't the way to go about your first impression.
I LOVE ZEEGO! (:
steal my soul; 2:04 AM
floorball finals, and east view won.
they really do deserve it.
anyway, Kc (3) - (1) Bedok Town.
so with that, the juniors emerged as
3rd!WHOPEEEE! :D today is like officially
gossip day.
'gossiped' on the way back to sch in the bus with the
juniors, also 'gossiped' during the finals with
sandra, kim, syaza and timothy.actually, it seemed more like spreading rumours about each other among ourselves.
and we even did it in each other's faces.
that was what made it funnier!
steal my soul; 7:14 PM
i
hate the fact that you just walked away.
it felt worse when i know you knew i was there.
i know what i did was
wrong.
i knew then that everything would change when i said what i thought was right.
i just couldn't carry on lying to you. I can't possibly allow both of us to stay delusional.
it just wasn't right. i
'm sorry.
steal my soul; 7:22 PM
yeah, it sucks.
losing sucks.
but i guess thats what they mean by having to fail first before reaching success.
Kc (4) lost to (5) Northland
yesterday.
and many of the juniors cried. not surprised, really. everyone wanted it so
badly.
even we were
desperate for the last goal.
but we know all of you tried.
so don't be demoralized, do us proud,and win the next game. clinche third for kc in this tournament!
steal my soul; 7:14 PM
shopping at
marina square and
town yesterday.
kim and i, being
obsessive shoppers got wangwang and dan rather irritated. but its not our fault we're
never satisfied with our wardrobes. we just don't have enough clothes!
so, topshop was a bit of a disappointment ):
the top i wanted totally disappeared.
but mango was love!got a cardigan and some baby doll shirt.
and i'm going to get
black skinnys next!
steal my soul; 12:54 PM
physics project at
jolene's house today.
jody was damn cute, and so was joanne.
i even got to see
sea monkeys dancing.
actually, all i saw was weird looking particles.
but okay...
cool. and
YES! finally!my mum agreed to supply me money for shopping! though limited, its enough.
i'm now sunshine girl (:
steal my soul; 8:14 PM
celebrated
grandfather's birthday yesterday.
grumpy, so
kept to myself most of the time.
kept entertained by the
PSP, until it decided to abandon me by dying of battery.
way to go! so i TRIED to read my book, but failed. much
too chaotic, too noisy.talked to kim on the phone. then
soccer with my cousin at the same time.
the sun was starting to shine for me again (:and the fresh air at the 'park' helped too.
steal my soul; 8:56 PM
today's a bad day for me ):
woke up with a bad runny nose.
and my calculator went missing.
quite positive its not at home,
so i just hope i'll find it in school.
grumpy mood,
so i'm snapping at people.
so please BEWARE!i should be killed.
steal my soul; 5:33 PM
went to parkway with
melsa to do some geography homework today.
cold storage kicked us out,
NOT.
we seem to be playing more than doing homework. but of course we finished the work
first. dinner at
pastamania!walked melsa 3/4 way home after that.
[ half way home for me! ]
thanks for helping me lost the calories i ate.
thanks for waiting for the bus with me.
thanks for making my day.
thanks for just being my friend.melsa, you're lovexzxzxzxzxzxz.
steal my soul; 10:40 PM
P.E is such a dread. especially when you have
Mr. L* for your teacher. tomentor actually.
i hate it even more when he have the
misconception that just because we're in 3/6,
we're suppose to behave better.
give us a break okay. we wern't even put in that class because of how well-behaved we are. and he very well knows how
bias he is to the 4 of us.
i hate him, and i hate P.E.but i only hate P.E because i hate him.in fact, i hate him so much i'm wishing his veins would explode, so he'll be admitted to hospital.
steal my soul; 10:12 PM
deciding match for the entry of the semi finals:
Kc against Bmss, and yeah,
WE'RE IN!match filled with
extreme tension,
shrilling screams and deafening shouts.honestly, i thought the juniors could have done better than that. but its okay! hope they'll do better for the upcoming matches.
Kc ( 3 ) - ( 1 ) Bukit Merah Sec
total embarrassment after the match.
played
'big fish, small fish' due to boredom,
and sadly, i do not have good hand coordination. so i had to do
forfeits, two in a row. the first was to sing a 'ruhua' song to some strangers. and the other was to 'confess my feelings' to some bung lookalike.
if she took it for real, i swear i'll
never be able to step in that school ever again.
steal my soul; 9:44 PM
well, i guess
he's right. and so are the other people who felt that
i've changed.
i've stopped trying to persuade people to stop wasting their lives. basically, i just
don't care as much as i used to
anymore.
i was said to be such a nag,
but now they think i don't care
enough.
thats just the way human beings are,
they take things for granted.
and thats exactly what i did as well.
i took
you for granted.
it breaks my heart when your name's mentioned. after all, it was
me who ruined the
special relationship we shared.
it was me who ruined us.i don't know if whats going through my mind now is safe to believe. because i don't think i know what it really means.
but what its telling me is that
i do miss you.and might possibly want you back.
steal my soul; 12:27 AM
car accident. reason: too tired.
dad knows he's at fault, and feels guilty about it. bro and mum
aren't making him feel any better either. i say its
minor, since there were no other people's cars to compensate for. and
no one hurt. but it
seems major because my dad
hardly or almost never, get such accidents.
fuss around the house, because the
only convenient way of transport is
gone.
and servicing of the car means money.
dad, i still love you (:whether its your fault or not.
and it doesn't matter as long as
you're safe. and still here by
our side.
steal my soul; 8:14 PM
oh my god. juniors' match against Canberra sec today. it was
hell. well,
we were, actually.
we shouted like as if we never heard our own voices before. and today, everything was just plain
unglam. [ we = seniors ]
oh and of course,
they played well, except for the fact that they missed quite a few opportunies to score.
up against bmss
next monday.
will rush there to watch them play!
Kc
( 14 ) - ( 0 ) Cranberra Sec
steal my soul; 5:44 PM
okay, i get your point.
you don't think i'm trying. if thats how you feel,
fine.
i hate to admit this, but i'm trying to bear with
you.
you're so sensitive at every little thing.
its
not like i'm your puppet, so dont expect me to just do things your way.
steal my soul; 1:00 AM
i don't know what the hell are
you thinking from time to time. there's so many things on your mind that doesnt seem familiar
anymore.
its just so
difficult to understand you nowadays. i've attempted, and if you feel that i've given to much to my friends,
i'm sorry.i can't take it back, and i won't.
they're the world to me.whether you like it or not.
steal my soul; 4:09 AM
oh yeah, i forgot to blog about
sara's so-called-birthday-surprise. so here it is.
sacrificer. so i went to get the cake
alone!
haha, but i wouldn't mind since its for her!
cycling. and now, the whole of ecp probably hates us. especially that bk manager who thinks we'll want to plant a bomb there.
give me a break, getting a cake isn't as hard as getting a customer's order i bet.
so just do it, why the
freaking attitude?
overall, had fun. but
some people were just
spoilers.
happy birthday again, sara!
steal my soul; 9:30 PM
i'm sorry i foiled your plan.
you've been using me, and now, i finally realised. its all because of
her. i did hate
her. hated
her because of what
you do to me,
for her.
but its thanks to
her i came to my senses.
and that the world
you want to belong in,
is the world that consists of
only you and her.
but don't
you know that without hurting me,
you could still reach your goal?
i'm letting go, bastard.
steal my soul; 9:22 PM
